shor

jani pehchani unkahi baton ko kehna mai shor samjta hu
sapno mein aayi aahato ka saare din bechain karna main shor samjta hu
beete pal yaad ana
ek ehsas mulaqat ka chod jana
vichitr ghatnao ka mujse sambandh hona
in sabko main shor samjhta hu
zindgi k lakho palo mein shor samaye betha mai
aaj ladna chahta hu
us shor se main jeetna chahta hu
moksh ke cheekh shor ko sunana chahta hu
apni bhavnaye btana chahta hu!

love me as i love you

In the dying sun,
Staring at d horizon,
Let her hand in mine be.

What lips can’t say,
But eyes can show,
Let that message be sent across to thee.

I wana be loved like I have loved you
I wana feel the dew with u
& sit all night through

Talk of not what I could do for you
Or wish I could do for you
But talk of what you desired for

I wana get u everything u always wanted
Be the prince charming Keep you dreaming
So that every day I have a reason to be loved
A mission to accomplish
A smile to look at

i love you more!!

when the heat went sore
even with the thorns on the feet i bore
i came to be with you
only to love you more

everytime i pick up my cell phone
i check 4 ur name
a message or a call
right from winterz 2 d nxt fall
with the love growin more

friendship is what my love has been called
expectations are high but you dont love me
i feel like a sailor whoz unable to locate a shore but with every passing day
i love you more

you are different
for you i have felt different from my other 1st loves
i behave differently wen i thought i loved them
i tried to mould myslf to be perfect for them
its not d same with you
it seems this time m sure its love 4 sure...

i have been emotionally rickety
but i surface immediately
not like the past when emotions gave life a blast
yet there is lack of understanding
you keep saying "you are just a friend"
& the no. of times i have had to dove with friends
i keep lovin u more n more n more

for some its fun
but i am serious
the things i do for you
the words i say the name i take
is always has to be you
the thoughts & imagination
has been you & they have always been pure
i said before i say again now
i have loved you & will always love you more & more life is practical so are you
but i haven't thought of it this way
for my heart thinks otherwise
emotions stay accross the bay
where there is hope for ties
with this thought in the day
& same in the night
my heart is taking over my mind
the eyes have water
willpower totters
still i love you more

there has been time when i lied
or even the "friendship" may have died
the spot of bother
ran through my veins the thought was
"i dun wana lose her"
not as a friend not as a lover
oh god never ever
its bad to lie i know it is
but i had to do it & i am a disgrace to myself
i love you more evn now
wen now in my life its d seeds of hatred towards myself that i bore.

cries my heart with tears in eyes
the love will forever be
it was to be the end of journey
my love storyz destiny.

i wont love again i said that before
falling in love with you
i never thought
you were the plot
of realising the pain of truth.
what i said & what i meant
had different meanings
but now you are the differentiating line
of my reality & my learning.

you will be my love in my heart
thats a promise i make to me
even though i am nobody to you
& you are everything to me.

jaana hoga chod kar, tune yaad bhi kiya nahi

reply to 'abhi na jao chod kar ki dil abhi bhara nai'...



jaana hoga chod kar.... tune yaad bhi kiya nahi,
kitni der se main yaha tha,
intezaar me tadapta tha,
hawa bhi ruk gayi,
nazar bhi ruth gayi,
vo shaam suhani bujh gayi,
tab saans meri tham gayi,
tu keh to deti muje zara,
ki tujko pyar na raha,
main tujko rokta nahi,
sapno mein jhokta nahi......
jaana hoga chod kar.......................tune
yaad bhi.... kiya nahi!!!!!

my vows

I'd light that candle in the dark,
so that you don't feel scared,
I'd hold your hand while we walk,
to assure you we were paired,
I promise to understand the half-words muttered by those trembling lips,
to tell you that I could complete you,
I promise to carry you in my arms,
when the heels really hurt you,
I know no magic yet I promise to give all before you ask for,
for that wonderful kiss and the eternal bliss with the girl I have had hots for!!!

ye hai meri kahaani

sune hai humne afsane hazaron
karte hai log waade
jinhe nibhana hota hai mushkil
na poora hone pe jinke toot jate hai dil

ek aisi hi daastan humari bhi thi
pyar kiya shiddat se, deewangi bhi thi
masoom sa rishta aur nazaakat bhi thi
tumhe dil se paane ki khwahish bhi thi

phir ek din....
na chahu main tumko
ye kaisi guzarish tumne ki
dil mera toda
aur ranjish ki umeed bhi na ki

aur ab....
soone hai din
gumsum hai raatein
tadapta hai dil
yaad aati hai baatein

jaaga tha main raat bhar
bunta tha sapne
na pata tha ye
na rahenge apne

kambakht khwab hi the,
khwab hi reh gaye,
aisa lagta hai hum
kisi toofan mein beh gaye

aankhein roz neend se uthte samay
ab aas ye rakhti hai
sach ek sapna ho
aur haqeeqat mere khwabo jaisi hai....

because i think of you

when i am not talking to you i think of you,
when you stop replying to my messages i think of you,
in the empty moments of life i think of you,
when i see anything cute i think of you,
when people around me behave like a kid i think of you,
when it is morning i think of you,
when sun goes down i think of you,
when people ask me whom i like i think of you,
when people define their definition of love i think of you,
and at all other times......
i think of you!!!

It Is About You!!

i think of the times i spent with you
they give me goosebumps even now
they bring a smile on my face
i want to go back in time
but i dunno how

i think of the times i thought about you
that would practically mean each breath since i've known you
holding hands around the corridors i wished we vanished
where no 1 in this world could find us
i have also wished to spend the time at a beach
walk from dusk to dawn,
enjoy the breeze
and listen to the romantic night talk
feel the wet sand on the bare feet and
brace each other
to protect from chilly weather

i think of the times i wanted to be with you
i've wished for strange things like a kid
and even behaved like one
i have had sleepless nights thinking of you
wanting to make you mine
I've imagined nights having a diamond ring in my hand
and reaching out for urs
u bear a smile and I propose to you to make you mine
but now i know all this is only to my best interest
now that i know love is not just about a 'u' or an 'i
'i can c u were never at fault
as i always thought

i think of the times i wanted to be away from you
to save my self-esteem of whatever it was
and whatever was left
to "move on and live life" as they said
i only realised i could live when only with u
because living is all about being with u
for rest i found to be fake

with time i have learned to survive
have a purpose of existence
i do things
they are "different from others" they say
they have a sense of happiness and sadness
that is because in everything i do
i search for a bit of me and a lot of you....

Ansha - a part of me

this time i wont describe how good looking you are you already know and are apprised afar i'll tell you how i feel and hope not to make of my thoughts a meal its amazing how you talk even when at times you balk i haven't seen of you much but can only imagine that wry touch you give when you see someone approach after warning them for they'll end up being nothing more than a mere cockroach i know you are strong at heart and your thoughts clear as a dart but i am sure life has plans for you and there would be a guy who would woo you'll be swept off your feat your heart too will skip a beat i know not if that would be me nor do i know how to please thee all i know is i do care but telling you gives me a scare on promise day i tell myself to fulfil your wishes like an elf i see your pictures all the time from morning five to evening nine like a lunatic i stare at them till i am convinced you are a rare gem and then i get to message you tell about the day through and through talking routine is lame i agree but far better than third degree no i was not confused when my thoughts i projected the susceptiveness of losing you makes me dejected i am pretty serious for all i know but would want you to know me better as friends till then we grow i am not going to say i love thee till you're mine i am sure to be and u better not take this poem less seriously now reply quickly my heart is jumping vigourously

When I Say Nothing At All

It’s rare when words don’t come through I have stories a lot but unable to tell them to you it is painful I am sure you know That I am not be able to say Nor am able to show I have gone a notch up I wait to see you talk to me And unconsciously smile When I see you happy I don’t know if it is a bond That in my heart has developed But each time I talk to you I find my heart gallop You inspire me to do things again The ones that I had left It’s great to live life all over Thanks to you I have complemented you every now and then And I promise I did not lie I am sure others have too Or I would end up wondering why Not much can I say now Since my thoughts are bound by your principles I don’t want to hurt you And the dilemma makes my heart dwindle To tell you or not shall be left to you For all I really do is merely care Give it a miss Or make a bliss Of our lives is a decision with you I spare I’ll continue to breather As I have in the past But belief in love hasn’t vanished For my heart has not lost I continue to trust And yes I fail At times I do admit But life is short And it does not stop Till you stop living. I haven’t poured my heart to you For dreams shall not be shattered yet All that I have said Holds good for me and just that you know it’s true!!

Ek Chahat Hai Teri Jo Mujhko Rok Leti Hai

Jo lavz bayaan na kar paaye Jo dil har pal tujse kehna chahe Jo tu mujhse sunna na chahe Vo kehne se Ek chahat hai teri jo mujhe rok leti hai Teri khushi me gum ho jau Teri liye kuch bhi kar jau Din raat tujhpar main vaar jau Is dil ko bhi tujhpar main haar jau Tujhko ye batlana chahu par Ek chahat hai teri jo mujhko rok leti hai Teri nazar ke samne main rehna chahu Tere zindgi ke har pal ko main mehsus karna chahu Teri khushi ka raaz main banna chahu Tere ghamo ko samet kar dur kardena chahu Teri tasveer ko har pal dekhna chahu par Tujhse duriyan banane ka khayal yaad aa jata hai Tab ek chahat hai teri jo mujhko rok leti hai Pyar mujhe pehli baar nahi hua Ikraar ka darr bhi mujhe malum hai Lekin har baar beparwah main keh jata tha Zindgi ko jue ki tarah jee jata tha Lekin tujhe main kyun na keh pau Shayad ek chahat hai teri jo mujhko rok leti hai Subeh tere khayal se jagna Raat ko tere khayal se sona Din bhar tere khayal mein jeena Aur tere khayal mein kho jana Tujhse ye batlana chahu par ek chahat hai teri jo mujhko rok leti hai zindgi ko firse jeena purani aadato ka laut aana kuch naya karne ka mann karna aur khul ke hasna aur gaana yu toh sab main tere sath karna chahu par teri kahi baatein dil ko tatool deti hai ek chahat hai teri jo mujhko rok leti hai is chahat se hi saansein judi hai kabhi khushi kabhi gham ki kadi hai tujhe batane se jo dil ghabraye dil darr jaye ye soch kar ki tu paas na aaye isliye chup reh jata hu aur janta hu ki ek chahat hai teri jo mujhko rok leti hai

If Only

If only she looked at me
I would have smiled


If only she talked to me
I would have spoken


If only she flickered her eyes
I would have wandered in dreams


If only she waved at me
I would have been swept off my feet


If only she cared to care
I would have melted


If only she had some time
I would have expressed my feelings


If only she listened
I would have told them better


If only she stayed
I would have saved a pic of her in my mind


If only she played along
I would have nudged and irritated her

If only she became sad
I would have persuaded her

If only the if’s had an end
I would have followed her till eternity

If only she loved
I wouldn't have written it all

LOVE AAJ KAL

when the heat went sore

even with the rashes on the feet i bore

i came to be with you

only to love you more

everytime i pick up my cell phone

i check 4 ur name

a message or a call

right from winterz 2 d nxt fall

with the love growin more

friendship is what my love has been called

expectations are high

but you dont love me

i feel like a sailor whoz unable to locate a shore

but with every passing day

i love you more

you are different

for you i have felt different from my other 1st loves

i behave differently wen i thought i loved them

i tried to mould myslf to be perfect for them

its not d same with you

it seems this time m sure

its love 4 sure...

i have been emotionally rickety

but i surface immediately

not like the past when emotions gave life a blast

yet there is lack of understanding

you keep saying "you are just a friend"

& the no. of times i have had to dove with friends

i keep lovin u more n more n more

for some its fun

but i am serious

the things i do for you

the words i say the name i take

is always has to be you

the thoughts & imagination

has been you & they have always been pure

i said before i say again now

i have loved you & will always love you more & more

life is practical so are you

but i haven't thought of it this way

for my heart thinks otherwise

emotions stay accross the bay

where there is hope for ties

with this thought in the day

& same in the night

my heart is taking over my mind

the eyes have water

willpower totters

still i love you more

there has been time when i lied

or even the "friendship" may have died

the spot of bother

ran through my veins the thought was

"i dun wana lose her"

not as a friend not as a lover

oh god never ever

its bad to lie i know it is

but i had to do it & i am a disgrace to myself

i love you more evn now

wen now in my life its d seeds of hatred towards myself that i bore.

cries my heart with tears in eyes

the love will forever be

it was to be the end of journey

my love storyz destiny.

i wont love again i said that before

falling in love with you

i never thought

you were the plot

of realising the pain of truth.

what i said & what i meant

had different meanings

but now you are the differentiating line

of my reality & my learning.

you will be my love in my heart

thats a promise i make to me

even though i am nobody to you

& you are everything to me.

KAHI KISI MOD

Subah ki pehli kiran se , ehsaas tumhara aaya

Aankh khulte hi khayal , pehla tumhara aaya

Hoth jab juda hue to , naam tumhara aaya

Dil ki dhadkan tez hui to , vajah tumhi ko paya

Jab tum paas thi , tab tha , mausam bahaar ka aaya

Aj tum na thi, to ye sama kaatne ko aaya

Ab akele mein main tumhi ko yaad karta hun

Aaho mein bhi tumhara hi naam leta hun

Har waqt us aahat ki khoj mein rehta hun

Jise main kahi kisi mod chod aaya

Raat-din ek hi jawaab dhundte aaya

Tumhare khayal ko q nahi main chod paya

LAB-E-KHAMOSH

Lab-e-khamosh hai kisi ki khatir

Imtehaan nahi anjaam hai aakhir

Jo kiya na vo bhula na sake

Un lamho ka dard mita na sake

Aj aasu bhi pee jane ka mann karta hai

Is andhere me doob jane ka ji chahta hai

Nasha hai un khushiyo ka jo hum bhula nahi paa rahe

Aj samay ko bhi hum aage bada nahi paa rahe

Kyun is jhuthi muskaan mein dard ka ehsaas jhalakta hai

Kyun in aankhon mein aj nami hai?

Kyun siskiyon me bharipan hai?

Kyun baat aankhon me hai lekin lab anjaan hai?

Kyun sabki khushi mein main apna adhurapan dhoondta hun?

Kyun apni muskaan pe main shak karta hun?

Rahat nahi muje raaz chahie

Is unkahe gham ka ilaj chahie

Aitraaz aj khushi se nahi

Mehfil-e-ghamgi se hai

Dil ka armaano se nahi        

Armaano ka dil se hai

Aaine ka us parchayee se hai

Is fakeer ka taqdeer se hai

Aashaon ka reet se hai aur 

Bhavnao ka astitv se hai

kaise batau

kaise batau main tumhe mere liye tum kaun ho
tum hi ho meri zameen
tum hi ho mera aasman
tum hi ho mera mukaam
tum hi ho mera jahaan

kaise batau main tumhe mere liye tum kaun ho
tum hi ho meri arzoo
tum hi ho vo justju
tum hi ho vo aasu
tum hi mere roobaroo

kaise batau main tumhe mere liye tum kaun ho
tum hi ho mere vo geet
tum hi ho meri vo preet
tum hi ho mere rom rom
tum hi ho mera vo kaum

kaise batau main tumhe mere liye tum kaun ho
tum hi ho mera ikraar
tum hi ho mera inkaar
tum hi ho mera vo pyar
tum hi mere dil ki jhankaar

kaise batau main tumhe mere liye tum kaun ho
tum hi meri bhavna
tum bin main deewana
tumse nahi main anjaana
tum hi meri prerna

kaise batau main tumhe mere liye tum kaun ho
tum hi ho meri dhadkan
tum hi ho mera jeevan
tum hi mere zehen me
tum hi meri yaad me

kaise batau main tumhe mere liye tum kaun ho
tum hi ho khushi meri
tum hi meri jaan ho
tum mera eman ho
tumhare bin zindgi adhuri

kaise??? aakhir kaise batau main tumhe mere liye tum kaun ho??
alfaaz nahi
shabd nahi
kehne ko boht kuch hai
par waqt bhi sahi nahi

kismat nahi
na sunne ki himmat nahi
lavz nahi
aur ab , aur ab to kehne ko kuch raha bhi nahi.

HAD WORLD BEEN AN EASIER PLACE TO LIVE

HAD WORLD BEEN AN EASIER PLACE TO LIVE
WE WOULD HAVE BEEN HAPPY
THERE WOULDNT HAVE BEEN A WORD CALLED STRUGGLE
IN THE DICTIONARY.

THERE WOULDNT HAVE BEEN ISSUES
THAT CANNOT BE DEALT WITH
THERE WOULDNT HAVE BEEN LIES
PEOPLE WOULDNT HAVE BEEN COMPLEX

BUT IT IS NOT SO...

WE DO REALISE ALL THIS HAPPENS
IS THERE A WAY OUT??
"TRUTH"
NO..
SOME OTHER??

LIFE IS ALL ABOUT SEARCHING FOR THIS "SOME OTHER WAY OUT"
WHICH IS NOT THE RIGHT PATH
BECAUSE THERE ISNT ANY RIGHT PATH
BUT IT IS THE 1 WHICH IS CLOSEST TO THE RIGHT THING
YET WE DO NOT WANT TO STRUGGLE MUCH FOR IT.

WE HUMANS
LETHARGIC AS WE ARE
WE NEED SHORTCUTS FOR EVERYTHING

THESE SHORTCUTS END UP IN EITHER DEAD ENDS OR A BUMPY WAY
LIFE IS ONLY ABOUT REALISING WHETHER
WE WANT THE BEST?
OR
WE WANT THE QUICKEST?

LIFE COULD HAVE BEEN SO MUCH SIMPLER
IF WE WERE OBLIGATED TO DO THINGS
RATHER THAN GIVEN CHOICES

what is love accd. to me??


love accd. 2 me is "not just ..... "
dis basically means....
its unxplicable...it mite mean smthng 4 me & another 4 sm1 else....but as we say .... geeta khuran bible ho ya guru granth sahib.....sabme msg to ek hi hai....
simlilarly...none of d ppl who hv contributed smthng on dis topic are wrong....infct i wud say they r perfectly correct...
4 luv is bonding , a sacrifice , a give more than take , a nvr ending feeling...thr r just soo many wrds to describe luv...
it is a 4 letter wrd.....
nowadayz evn 3 or 2 bcz of d "sms language" which cannot b xpressed in wrds....
in shrt luv is 4 all....4 every1 in d wrld has a heart wich beats 4 sm1....